::sigh::
Seeing as that only my notebook knows what's truly in my heart, I had to take this opportunity to tell you everything I'm about to say.
I woke up today and literally felt a broken heart barely beating in my chest.
I tried to carry on with my normal morning activities and almost had an immediate heart attack when I got out the shower and smelled smoke.
Last night, I was completely in a daze and left a candle burning in the living room... all night! this morning I found a piece of paper burning next to it and panicked.
Luckily the candle waited until this morning before the flame got out of control.
Anyway, that's a slight tangent.
So, today we're off to start new things.... and the only thing I could think about is you...
The mornings I woke up and prepared for your arrival...
The nights I went to sleep listening to your voice tell me you love me over and over again.
I feel fragile. It feels like is someone says exactly the right thing I'll literally crumble into a million and one pieces.
I decided I can't go through my day with this feeling so that's why I'm creating this post to show you how I feel, felt and will continue to feel.
I love you and it hurts to think that this is it.
I woke up ever so often last night from really bad dreams about losing you and when I realized that they were simply real life I felt the tears well up in my eyes and tried hard to fall back asleep.
I hope that you're doing better than me because I wouldn't wish this feeling on anyone, not even the newly inducted members of that stupid sorority.
Loving you is so much easier than trying to let go... so let's make a pact (one you promise not to break):
We will love each other until God pulls our hearts apart.
I miss you more than words can say...
-Simplicity
Seeing as that only my notebook knows what's truly in my heart, I had to take this opportunity to tell you everything I'm about to say.
I woke up today and literally felt a broken heart barely beating in my chest.
I tried to carry on with my normal morning activities and almost had an immediate heart attack when I got out the shower and smelled smoke.
Last night, I was completely in a daze and left a candle burning in the living room... all night! this morning I found a piece of paper burning next to it and panicked.
Luckily the candle waited until this morning before the flame got out of control.
Anyway, that's a slight tangent.
So, today we're off to start new things.... and the only thing I could think about is you...
The mornings I woke up and prepared for your arrival...
The nights I went to sleep listening to your voice tell me you love me over and over again.
I feel fragile. It feels like is someone says exactly the right thing I'll literally crumble into a million and one pieces.
I decided I can't go through my day with this feeling so that's why I'm creating this post to show you how I feel, felt and will continue to feel.
I love you and it hurts to think that this is it.
I woke up ever so often last night from really bad dreams about losing you and when I realized that they were simply real life I felt the tears well up in my eyes and tried hard to fall back asleep.
I hope that you're doing better than me because I wouldn't wish this feeling on anyone, not even the newly inducted members of that stupid sorority.
Loving you is so much easier than trying to let go... so let's make a pact (one you promise not to break):
We will love each other until God pulls our hearts apart.
I miss you more than words can say...
-Simplicity
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